Need to focus...

:) There are too many things going on at the moment and the fact that I'm going to be married in two months has nothing to do with it. LOL!

But honestly, we finally got a date and all the other things my fiance and I want to do at the at the moment is truely insane. I wish we could focus on one thing at the time and not try everything at once...

I mean, we want a house, which, btw, he have been offered one in Maine, but since we can't live there for another 1-2 years, we want to look around for one here in CT until we go up there.
Then he wants a store for his card-gaming and his friends...

I really want to edit my book and finished, and at the same time I want to get truely going with my friend Kat on a comic-version for it... She is so good! :D

At the same time, money needs to come in now to cover the bills like rent and the usual stuff... no wonder I'm sick again. :D .... :(
I sleep and eat horribly and push my body to the edge... Again, I don't mind! - but it's still not good for the body. ^^; Mind over matter - right...

I think there is only so much I can do... if I could only settle on one thing - which is no problem, but since I want to do them all and my dear fiance (God knows how much I love him :D ) comes out seemingly every day with a different plan, as in "we need to get (insert) going and then that..."

That is all good and well... but not all at once. It's not going to kill me - I'm a fighter in the end and know what I want - but too much will surely burn me out and then I will not finish a single thing.